Yep! I'm a perfectionist.....

Ok, I'll admit it! I'm a perfectionist. I'm not always the type that remeasures something 15 times before concluding it's "perfect," and I'm not a complete neat freak.

I am, however, the type of perfectionist who will procrastinate starting something because I'm afraid it won't be good enough. I worry it won't impress anyone. I tell myself that it's not unique enough. Ten other people do it better than me anyway! I figure I might as well not start if it isn't going to be perfect.
I have a long history of trying to impress others and meet their standards. I'm a natural people-pleaser.

Doing your best is an awesome character trait. Expecting perfection can be dangerous.

As I've been doing a little soul searching lately, I've realized that I THRIVE on affirmation and praise from others. When someone is impressed with me or my work, I feel I've arrived!
That's why a scripture jumped out at me this morning.
Psalm 53:2

"God looks down from heaven upon the children of men, To see if there are any who understand, who seek God."

He's not looking for impressive people. He's not looking for the best people. He's not even looking for PERFECT people.

He IS looking for those who seek Him!

Wow!! Am I living with that kind of mindset? Am I seeking to know, to understand God? I want to stand out to Him, not because I'm doing incredible things to catch His attention, but because I'm seeking to know Him more!

Let me know that I'm not alone in this struggle?? Do you face the temptation to compare, be perfect, or people-please in your life? Feel free to share in the comments below!

New Year Thoughts....

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I honestly can't believe that we are at the beginning of a new, fresh year! 2011 seemed to fly by especially with the sweet (adorable) addition to our family.
Most areas of my life have been a blur during the last few months including my walk with the Lord, ministry, fellowship, and definitely this online space. I'm looking forward to slowly regaining my focus as 2012 progresses.

"That I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death..." Philippians 3:10

KNOW ~ my word for 2012

I don't want to be complacent in my relationship with Christ. I want to have a renewed love and passion for Him, for my family, and for my church.
I want to know Jesus in a deeper way this year, and I'm excited to start the journey of unwrapping this word in 2012.

What about you? Do you have a word for 2012?

Thank you for your support and encouragement during the last year. I can't wait share another 12 months with you! Happy New Year!